held

i want to be held... i want human contact, nothing sexual.. i just would like to cuddle and hold hands. that's what i need. i need to know someone is there.

crazy

today was just super weird...
i cried like 2 times.
said i dont know about a million times.
laughed a lot.
and yes i even talked about my "feelings"

me emotions are just off the chart and to be honest i have no clue why. if i did man i would get them back on chart.

exaggeration

i think this blog is more for me then anyone else, i really don't think anyone knows about it but it's ok cause sometimes you just need to say things....
right now i am so ready to graduate... not to leave mason high but to be done with all the dumb drama that happens there. girls over exaggerate everything and then you starts hearing rumors about yourself... idk i just wish people could just grow up sometimes.
i'm not really sure where a lot of my relationships are right now... i just hope they dont get thrown away because of petty issues.
anyway dont get me wrong i love mason and i love my friends but grow up

Cappie

so our school did really well on the cappies... i actually got nominated and that is a big deal... for me at least. it is a lot like a highschool version of a tony. :-) anyway everyone know about it so everyone is congradulating. the problem is i dont wanna get my hopes up because mason never wins. i mean NEVER. it is because we have a super cool school and they expect more outta us.