Finally

Finally, things are falling in to place. I have good friends. My roommates usually don't suck. And most importantly I'm happy.
It's like suddenly I figured it all out and now I know it's all ok.
The only thing that I'm missing now is you, but don't worry about it.... I'll wait for you cause, whoever you are, you are so going to be worth it!

life as of now

I can't even put anything on here, I'm so tired of living with these people and im so tired of seeing people waste their lives away. College is not about ruining everything, its about getting ready to start everything.
how is it that so many nice good people are out there, and yet 3 outta the 5 girls i have lived with have sucked?

alone

when im alone i get sucked up by all these feelings. I think of what i have, and what i dont. I think of how to change but stay true to me. I often wish that i could write songs because i have so much to get out but don't know how. i get in my i tunes and listen to music that fits my mood and write down lyrics that fit perfectly, i wish they were my own.