I should tell you

This is the time of our lives. we should learn to enjoy it. if times get hard, work to make it better. If you can't make it better, try to find something that is well make you feel better. words of a refrigerator or old cartoons on Boomerang. anything to make you smile, find it and hold on.

Mr. Lackey

sometimes i wonder if i should send Mr. Lackey a thank you letter explaining how no matter how much i hated his class in high school it prepared me so much. on tuesday i actually explained a concept to my friend in the class by using a little saying that Lackey always used.
(hodhi-hidho)/(hoho)
sure at the time we all laughed at him for teaching this to us but i can't believe i remembered it and used it.
so..... thanks Lackey

why?

why do we pretend things are perfectly fine when they are not? why do we think we cant tell people that we like them? i have found that things are better when you talk about them, so why do i always feel guilty about talking or "ranting"? when you know you have a short time to do something why do you always sit on you butt till it is too late? why, when your music is on suffle, does a song that expresses just how you feel always come on?

realistic?

so i know i said i was done chasing you, and i do want to be, however i still can't help but smile when you walk past and say hi or ask about my day. I still can't stop wondering if you will be hanging out with us when we all go out. I don't know what it means but i think being done chasing you is not realistic, because i can't help how i react when you are around. so instead i'm done talking about chasing you (or atleast i'll try), at least until i get the guts to ask you to go do something.

tired

im tired of trying, so this is it im quitting. i waited and didn't get any feed back so i think i have to stop chasing you

here's the deal

here's the deal, i need you to give me some kind of signal. i'm not the kind of girl that can ask you to go do something unless i know that you will say yes. So, yeah i do think that i can make the 1st move but i need some kind of signal that it will work out, because as we all know sometimes things just don't work out.

let's hang out sometime

why is it so hard for me to get the guts to say one little sentence? "so i was thinking we could hang out sometime, maybe friday we could (then i would insert a social activity here)"
is that really hard? i can say it to so many people but not him.