pon and zi

these guys are called pon and zi i think they are the cutest little guys ever. i love you.

Classes

so i went to the orientation at UC. we signed up for classes. i might add things to get easy a's

Life on Earth: Evolution, Diversity, and Ecology
MWF

English Composition I
TH

Calculus 0
MW <<< night

Learning Community Link
MW

Human Sexuality
MWF

victims

today i was supposed to take part in a mock school shooting. instead i left. i could not do it. i was assigned a part where i was shoot and i had an entrance and exit wound. i was going to die and something about it all was too much for me and i got light headed -- i was going to pass out so i had to go home. i still feel like something is wrong. it was too real and i was not ready for it at all. the idea of dying in a school highway all alone. and having a gun pointed to me. i couldn't do it. i just felt really alone and well i needed someone with me.

I'm glad i didn't do it but.... i feel like i was weak.... yeah i know it's dumb.

an update on the cat

the cat is gone. i have not seen her for around 4 days. i feel bad cause we hurt her feelings, but it is best you know... i have 3 dogs and they all wanted to eat her... plus this is not her home.

the forth

For forth of july celebrations i got to see my UC people and i am so glad cause i missed them a lot. Being with them really helps me relax about next year. i know they are the only ones who read this so, thanks. love you guys!

cat

ok so there is this cat.... i dont know who owns her but she thinks i do. every night she comes to my house around 10 and stays until morning. this was no big deal but now she has been coming during the day and she wants in the house. it is kinda bothersome to always slam the door in her face. not to mention she now walks on my new car. this ticks me off. if you know ANY way to keep her off my car please tell me. i am going to petsmart tomorrow. blahhhhh i wish the owner would keep her inside. or well i hope she has an owner.

Lucy

i got a new car.... lucy is her name and she is so cute. right now i am putting her through a lot.... i have to learn to drive her. You see she is a stick shift and I never took the time to know how to drive one. so once i know how she will be all over town so you all can see her.