going to the zoo, zoo, zoo, how about you you you?

today jill and i went to the cinci zoo and had a fantastic time. because most people are going to school it was empty. well while we where in jungle trails i meant this man. he started working at the zoo in year 1966. so yeah he is up there lol. i asked him some questions and he ask where i was going to school i told him and i told him i was thinking of getting a job with the nocturnal adventures people, he said he has friends over there and i gave him my name. yay! im pumped

Best day ever

today was SO great. jill and i went down to Newport and went to the aquarium and it was the best time i have had in a while. we meant this guy that was so interesting and we learned so much. he was very nice to us and answered all of our questions, then he took us on our very own tour of the "backstage" area. it was crazy.
oh yeah then we found five dollars which we used towards our Dewey's pizza.

pon and zi

these guys are called pon and zi i think they are the cutest little guys ever. i love you.

Classes

so i went to the orientation at UC. we signed up for classes. i might add things to get easy a's

Life on Earth: Evolution, Diversity, and Ecology
MWF

English Composition I
TH

Calculus 0
MW <<< night

Learning Community Link
MW

Human Sexuality
MWF

victims

today i was supposed to take part in a mock school shooting. instead i left. i could not do it. i was assigned a part where i was shoot and i had an entrance and exit wound. i was going to die and something about it all was too much for me and i got light headed -- i was going to pass out so i had to go home. i still feel like something is wrong. it was too real and i was not ready for it at all. the idea of dying in a school highway all alone. and having a gun pointed to me. i couldn't do it. i just felt really alone and well i needed someone with me.

I'm glad i didn't do it but.... i feel like i was weak.... yeah i know it's dumb.

an update on the cat

the cat is gone. i have not seen her for around 4 days. i feel bad cause we hurt her feelings, but it is best you know... i have 3 dogs and they all wanted to eat her... plus this is not her home.

the forth

For forth of july celebrations i got to see my UC people and i am so glad cause i missed them a lot. Being with them really helps me relax about next year. i know they are the only ones who read this so, thanks. love you guys!