pon and zi

these guys are called pon and zi i think they are the cutest little guys ever. i love you.

Classes

so i went to the orientation at UC. we signed up for classes. i might add things to get easy a's

Life on Earth: Evolution, Diversity, and Ecology
MWF

English Composition I
TH

Calculus 0
MW <<< night

Learning Community Link
MW

Human Sexuality
MWF

victims

today i was supposed to take part in a mock school shooting. instead i left. i could not do it. i was assigned a part where i was shoot and i had an entrance and exit wound. i was going to die and something about it all was too much for me and i got light headed -- i was going to pass out so i had to go home. i still feel like something is wrong. it was too real and i was not ready for it at all. the idea of dying in a school highway all alone. and having a gun pointed to me. i couldn't do it. i just felt really alone and well i needed someone with me.

I'm glad i didn't do it but.... i feel like i was weak.... yeah i know it's dumb.

an update on the cat

the cat is gone. i have not seen her for around 4 days. i feel bad cause we hurt her feelings, but it is best you know... i have 3 dogs and they all wanted to eat her... plus this is not her home.

the forth

For forth of july celebrations i got to see my UC people and i am so glad cause i missed them a lot. Being with them really helps me relax about next year. i know they are the only ones who read this so, thanks. love you guys!