realistic?

so i know i said i was done chasing you, and i do want to be, however i still can't help but smile when you walk past and say hi or ask about my day. I still can't stop wondering if you will be hanging out with us when we all go out. I don't know what it means but i think being done chasing you is not realistic, because i can't help how i react when you are around. so instead i'm done talking about chasing you (or atleast i'll try), at least until i get the guts to ask you to go do something.