finished.

4 days

it's been 4 days since i have heard from you.
even more since i have seen you.
i know i was feeling something
now it feels like withdraw.
i heard that i might be going back
things like that are fuel to my fire.
i need to know that you are ok,
even if you dont care, i still do.

Make it work

i can't figure out how i could make it work between us,
but i also can't stop thinking there must be a way
don't you even dare thinking that i have forgotten you

far away from home

i was far away from home
but now i am far away from you
I miss you
but i know it would never be
no one understands
the little bit that i feel missing
but with you there was something
something new
something i will not know because
i had only a short while
just keep in touch and know that i miss you

I should tell you

This is the time of our lives. we should learn to enjoy it. if times get hard, work to make it better. If you can't make it better, try to find something that is well make you feel better. words of a refrigerator or old cartoons on Boomerang. anything to make you smile, find it and hold on.

Mr. Lackey

sometimes i wonder if i should send Mr. Lackey a thank you letter explaining how no matter how much i hated his class in high school it prepared me so much. on tuesday i actually explained a concept to my friend in the class by using a little saying that Lackey always used.
(hodhi-hidho)/(hoho)
sure at the time we all laughed at him for teaching this to us but i can't believe i remembered it and used it.
so..... thanks Lackey

why?

why do we pretend things are perfectly fine when they are not? why do we think we cant tell people that we like them? i have found that things are better when you talk about them, so why do i always feel guilty about talking or "ranting"? when you know you have a short time to do something why do you always sit on you butt till it is too late? why, when your music is on suffle, does a song that expresses just how you feel always come on?