Finally

Finally, things are falling in to place. I have good friends. My roommates usually don't suck. And most importantly I'm happy.
It's like suddenly I figured it all out and now I know it's all ok.
The only thing that I'm missing now is you, but don't worry about it.... I'll wait for you cause, whoever you are, you are so going to be worth it!

life as of now

I can't even put anything on here, I'm so tired of living with these people and im so tired of seeing people waste their lives away. College is not about ruining everything, its about getting ready to start everything.
how is it that so many nice good people are out there, and yet 3 outta the 5 girls i have lived with have sucked?

alone

when im alone i get sucked up by all these feelings. I think of what i have, and what i dont. I think of how to change but stay true to me. I often wish that i could write songs because i have so much to get out but don't know how. i get in my i tunes and listen to music that fits my mood and write down lyrics that fit perfectly, i wish they were my own.

finished.

4 days

it's been 4 days since i have heard from you.
even more since i have seen you.
i know i was feeling something
now it feels like withdraw.
i heard that i might be going back
things like that are fuel to my fire.
i need to know that you are ok,
even if you dont care, i still do.

Make it work

i can't figure out how i could make it work between us,
but i also can't stop thinking there must be a way
don't you even dare thinking that i have forgotten you

far away from home

i was far away from home
but now i am far away from you
I miss you
but i know it would never be
no one understands
the little bit that i feel missing
but with you there was something
something new
something i will not know because
i had only a short while
just keep in touch and know that i miss you